SO due to bad planning (shocker!) i didn't have anything planned for posts today... so here's one of my older ppv's that I no longer offer 😅(note for free profile: it's cheaper to come over to the premium @demoraavarice than to buy it here atm!). It's weird seeing something like this; it was only like 2021 I think but man I have changed a ton since then.
Got the stints out today and i'm not ashamed to say that I cried; I haven't been able to breathe this well in years and I hadn't realized how bad it was.
Honestly that's the first thing this year that's really making me see hope for 2024, so hopefully it's gonna be up from here!
Some misc outfits that did/didn't work. Trying something different with the editing, I liked where the backgrounds look and such but wasn't happy with the over softening of features... I don't like to hide my flaws 😂. What do y'all think? step up or step back?
I have stints in my nose and my face is in pain but i'm feeling better after sleeping most of yesterday (for those that don't know it was to fix a deviated septum; nothing major. Hopefully this will help me rest better and have more energy though!)
Another little vid from the vault I never posted (3:45); finally home though! Time to get rested up; though I have a small surgery (not that kind) on Thursday to fix a deviated septum.
I'm working on a few changes to things that hopefully will be figured out in the next little bit, I think i'll be taking a step back on social media for a bit to focus on some new things; but that won't affect anything here.
From wearing fatgum yesterday, it didn't come out exactly as I wanted and the shoes were super uncomfortable. Next two days of ECCC I'll just be doing Tifa. Is it just me or are these photos looking pretty rough? We started used a S24 Ultra instead of a iPhone but they really just seem to come out really bad. Until we figure out how ot use it a bit better I think we'll just go back to the iPhone.
Post Christmas custom I had done that’s normally the type of stuff reserved for a ppv, but since it was a bit out of date I figured it would be a good post while I’m out of town! (3:06)
I did me et with a surgeon yesterday and he largely confirmed a lot of what I figured: I definitely do not have enough fat to do another transfer, especially one that would be of the level I would require. We did speak on the implant route and if that were to be what I do it would almost certainly be an expander type. While that obviously isn’t something I’m super excited for I have come around to the idea that if it’s that or a lift I’m gonna do implants. One thing that did ease my mind is that we talked how it would look and showed him the pics of me at 2k post saline and he was like that’s about exactly it just making a little higher…. So my mind at least was basically just like so I’m just internalizing a saline infusion 😂. I would also essentially have no “fake” look to them which is still important to me that I have a natural shape/look. I still have a lot to think on but it’s definitely something I’m less adamantly against than I was before. What do y’all think?
Also thank you again for understanding me still being slow on messages. That Miami to Seattle jump was by far the most intense set of tracking I’ve done to date. I’m so happy that I’m at least in the same hotel for the next three days 😂
Okay so finally off the boat! I didn't mean to go completely radio silent while gone but even with the internet package apparently fan type style sites are blocked 🙄. We're at a hotel for the day, then get on a flight and go from Miami to Seattle... so guess I won't need shorts for the rest of the trip 🥲. Before Emerald City Comic Con starts I do have another thing to do out there; i'll be speaking to a surgeon about possible ways forward with my journey so stay tuned for more details!
probably bout time to get that booty into shape (it's not really happening 🤣)
Still on the cruise, hopefully it's going well! When I scheduled the post I hadn't decided if I was going to get internet on board so if you haven't heard back from me... that's why 😅
headed to Miami today! still won't be on the boat til tomorrow but I got some awesome news today that I am both amazed and terrified of: I got selected to go up on the final night of the cruise and be part of a script reading on the deck with Kevin Smith and Jason Mewes 😱. I hope I don't just screw up horribly 😅
Sorry posting sSorry posting so late this evening, OF has been glitchy as hell for me today. Was gonna go straight to the topless stuff of this set but all y'all butt fans keep saying I don't have enough so I wanted to get these out too 🤣
We head out tomorrow evening or the morning after for Miami, haven't decided when yet. We get on the boat for Cruise Askew Friday morning so I don't know how internet will be yet. Once I do get off the boat we'll be there for a day before spending a while in the Vegas airport before heading to Seattle for Emerald City Comic Con... busy time ahead but hopefully some of the things i'm planning pans out!o late this evening, OF has been glitchy as hell for me today. Was gonna go straight to the topless stuff of this set but all y'all butt fans keep saying I don't have enough so I wanted to get these out too 🤣
We head out tomorrow evening or the morning after for Miami, haven't decided when yet. We get on the boat for Cruise Askew Friday morning so I don't know how internet will be yet. Once I do get off the boat we'll be there for a day before spending a while in the Vegas airport before heading to Seattle for Emerald City Comic Con... busy time ahead but hopefully some of the things i'm planning pans out!
These were initially some I was taking for Valentines day but we're still getting used to our new equipment and I just didn't like how they came out so I didn't use them for it. Hopefully we're getting it figured out and once we do it will be better overall than before!
Okay lets get this out there early today: Starting to move forward with plans to grow again! This time there might be some difficulties in doing it but the video explains what my potential options are and why I might go what route. More details will come as I figure them out, I will be meeting with a surgeon when i'm out West in a few weeks, and i've talked to a few of them already too. (no nudity and video is more informative than anything)
Happy Valentines day! hopefully everyone is having a good day; and whether you are or not hope some of these make it better! 💕
I also added some 50% off slots for @demoraavarice ; so today is a good time to join my premium page... If they go quickly I may add more but don't wait!
Just a few from the ride home the other day! For those that have been asking about a new sex video there may be one coming out this evening; finally got some time to do one 🙃
Sometimes I add things to my wishlist that are like "yea, this will look really neat!" Annnnd then my boobs eat it up 😔. The gapped parts are supposed to be under the boobs but yea... that ain't happening 🙃.
Sorry about the delays in post, it's been a rough 2 weeks as most of you know.. but after a bath in the fountain of youth (Epcot) i'm feeling pretty good! here's a video i'm hoping came out as well as it did in my mind (scary place); basically a private "fan" encounter with a oil show leading into a titfuck! hope you all enjoy! (Pov, Oil, tease, handjob, titfuck, dildo, cumshot, 17 minutes).
This would be a great time to join over on my VIP page; for the next 48 hours @demoraavarice will be 40% off so cheaper than getting this video on here 💕
more filler beach photos for today 😅 Sorry but all sorts of stuff was thrown off by the last little bit. I do have some interesting things planned for the next few days; just finished up a huge 18 minute video that has oil and cumming props and I think it's gonna come out pretty good! I'm also working on putting together a more info type video going over what considerations and planning i'm working on for my next permanent growth!
Just a few in a dress I picked up in Cozumel! My face is mostly healed so we'll have some new stuff soon; just got a little mark above my eye but the bruising is pretty much gone.
So still healing, and this was a video from a while back that had some issues; There were some changes to our editing software that interpreted Iphone videos weird and it came out super bright. Got it fixed and here's the redone video that you can now actually see what's going on 😊 (bra try on, 22 minutes long)
More of the shoot by Squ4reLife Photography on Instagram! if you enjoy these let me know cause we’re we’re talking about doing another shoot when I’m in his area next month.
While I’m still bruised a bit it’s not super visible on camera, and I get the stitches out of my eyelid on Saturday so I should be able to resume doing some stuff next week. I might still have a rough spot on my face but believe me it’s looking better then I feel; the kidney stone I have surgery scheduled for next Thursday.
So saw the doctor today but there will be about a week til they can do the surgery to get out the stone… yay 😑.
It does give a chance to finally these amazing photos taken by Squ4reLife Photography on Instagram! He specializes in used old style medium format vintage cameras and they came out amazing! More coming!
I’m not able to make the trip to Vegas/AVN because I’m hurting pretty bad from my kidney stone. I’m sorry to anyone that planned to get a picture and chat. I hope you guys have a good day.
Some more with the blue dress. I'm heading out this evening for Vegas, anyone going to AVN? got a bunch lined up and you can check social media for where I'll be!
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Another fan bought set, thinking this might be used on the floor at AVN, what do y'all think?
Not often discussed is how hard these things can be to put on by myself... so of course I had to use an extra set of hands 🤣
Remember to check out my premium page @demoraavarice , it's currently 40% off!
Updated PPV Post!
In a effort to not spam people this is where you can find most of the videos I offer! 1-5 have been retired, more joi type videos are towards the end of the list
(Temporarily removed 27 and 28 because OF has an ineffective appeal procedure for content they deem to violate things even if it doesn't)
Remember: videos are cheaper over on @demoraavarice !
Joi's: $13.50
PPV5-36 : $15
Solo 1 / BnG Redux: $20
You can either request the video and i'll send it in a locked message or tip the amount and i'll send the video out as soon as I can!
I'm back! Thank y'all for letting take a break.. it was needed. That was a good trip!
I don't often use toys for things, but realized I don't think I've ever done one in a photo set 😅
I'm home for a whopping 4 days, then on Monday i'm headed to Vegas to AVN!
If you're enjoying the content here be sure to check out my premium page @demoraavarice !
When you think a sports bra is gonna fit but really it barely fits just your boobs 🙃
Should be getting off the boat today (not sure why I said that as if there is a different end result possible.... maybe i'm a mermaid now?)
(Reminder: still on a boat!)
Okay so i'm actually pretty proud of this. I finally got to do at least tangibly related to Breast Expansion again! It's a Joi type video but those that have seen my (many) poor joi skills will notice this... probably isn't as bad! I got one of the El Gato prompters and I really feel like it's going to make my lack of improv skill and sexiness so much less noticeable 🤣. (9:44)
Let me know what you think!
